LANA:

DH's interview has just started. My stomach is soup.

He says Portland reminds him of Korea because he can see the mountains again. He sounds happy!

My head is spinning, and I'm thrilled. I've got the thrill of anticipation, of excitement and fear and even sadness of the things that will end. There are friends and family here. I'm going to be pulling as many of them as I can to come with us!

I don't feel him coming home with no answers. I don't feel we'll be here to mulch the tenants' flower beds in the spring.

I don't know, but I do feel the change, the building.

15 more minutes...!